nathanialblood

Life is strange
This blog is about a person i won't name. So for your reading pleasure i introduce

I have known for nearly 5 years now. I met on Yahoo Messenger while randomly messaging people and sending them messages and sarcastic comments. We talked for months. The we started talking on the phone. Then we started having phone sex. We started developing feelings for each other. Then told me she was engaged to be married. We both broke down a little and cried. Yes I actually do have emotions. Since then has been engaged broke up had sex lied to me used me and broke my heart so many times that I have lost count. I did love . She understands me and the way I think on a level that most people never get to my parents and close friends included. So this is the part that hurts the most to say. Has hurt me enough and lied to me that it has eroded my feelings of love for her to nothing more than close friendship and lust.

Were close still and most likelly will always be until something drastic shakes us apart or together.
I both hate and love for the things we have experianced together.