nathanial1812

Well it's been a while.... amazing how fast life passes us by. Picasso the cat is gone and buried. Nereid has recovered from the loss. But I think only cuz she has other stuff occupying her mind. Dec 10 of this year, she is slated to be off Methandone, and she's scared shitless. I don't know what to do for her. In her words, it will be four years on methadone, five years as a junkie before that, and before that, booze and weed. And I don't know what to do for her.... she doesn't want me to be a "cheerleader", just be supportive.... but she has come such a long way, and I AM PROUD of her.... so how do I not show it? And it's coming down to the nitty gritty where I know I'm about to get the whole "you don't know what it's like!" thing thrown in my face, but if I'm not there giving her just that little push, she doesn't seem to make things happen, then four months down the road, I get the whole "I wish I had just listened to you!" thrown at me.... it's so completely frustrating!!!