natetron

A look into the future:

Christmas - Worst ever. It will be the super mega orphan christmas. I'll throw a huge pitty party, it will be fantastic.

New Years - Just as bad, but at least I'll be drunk.

I'll end up getting frustrated being told how I feel and what I want.

Jump back to the present:

Tonight sucked... guys are not allowed to admit they're lonely? Tonight was fucked because of me....

I hate this Nate... it's so far from me.... I'm not like this... people are getting use to it which makes me try to suck it the fuck up even more.

I'll delete this post when I'm not so negative. I'll hate reading this.


But for now, I'm going to drop off the face of the earth. I'm not allowed to act depressed therefore I'll drop off the face of the earth. No one has to put up with my shit.


YAY! PILLS!