natatree

I've been feeling like crap the past few days. It's been horrid. It seems like i've taken 10 steps backwards, and I'm in a big depression pit. I was so bad yesterday, I just wanted it all to end. I haven't self injured though, so I'm really proud of that. Adam's been trying, even though he's sick. He took me out shopping today to keep me occupied and bought me my birthday present.

I've been trying so hard with my mental problems and i've gotten so far, it's annoying when I slip back into it.

I had to go back for another blood test yesterday, the doctor rang and asked for another one becuase the last one came back with a high sugar level. So, I'll probably have diabetes. Another thing wrong with me. I know alot of people have it, and it can be controlled, but why do I always have to get everything wrong with me.

I also dyed my hair black. No pictures yet.



My birthday is coming up! If anyone wants to buy me presents, my wishlists under the spoiler *pimp pimp*