natatree

Yesterday was probably the worst day of my life. WORST. Things have gone so fucking downhill it is not even remotly funny, and I have never felt more devestated in my life. I'm lost, and I don't know what to do, and I just hope things can return to normal. I don't like change, and I don't know if it's part of who I am, or my bipolar.

I broke down yesterday too, cried non stop for awhile on adam, and then when my brother came over I hugged hiim and burst into a new set of tears, which really freaked him out. To keep Adam and my head occupied we went out to dinner (Nando's) and the movies (MY super ex-girlfriend).

One of my good friend, and her boyfriend came over today, to spend time with me, and to take me to the doctors. Turns out I am okay. I had a finger up my bum. And apparently my blood pressure's a little hugh cause i', stressed. I also have vertigo. Which is why i'm getting crazy headspins.

And that is all for teh moment. I dunno what else to say, or what is going to happen. So, I can't say much more atm.