nataleigh

today has been such, what i affectionately call, a "blah, yuck, grrr" day.

so where to start. shit hit the fan more so with the girly i mentioned in my last post. then she told me that she wants to be friends with me still. i am still jaded. and since there was no apology, i am not quite sure what to do yet.

now the yuck part of the day was definitly filled by the fact that my tonsils have swollen up again. so i called into work and they weren't too impressed. so i have been sitting at home in my slippers, and my leopard print pj pants and hoodie that are velour. if i am going to feel like shit, i might as well be comfy and warm. my temperature keeps going from freezing cold to super hot in all of two seconds.

then there was some trouble in paradise when adrian told me that he might not want to move out for at least a year. i was thinking we would be moving out somewhere inbetween december and february at the latest. seeing as i am not in school and soon to be working full-time i could afford it. so now that is on the shelf for the time being. my bubble has been burst.

oh well. not a lot i can do. now i will go back to curling up under the blankets in the fetal position until adrian gets here tomorrow and i drag my ass to the doctor. have a good night my darlings and thanks for all of the suppport with the last entry.

just one more thing. cuz i now need to rant. i am sick of tired of trying to help ppl who don't give a flying fuck. i tried to help someone, who by all rights i shoudl not have adn they chose to ignore me and not even thank me for helping them with something they say is so fuckign important. why the fuck do i even bother? this is such fucking bullshit (as you can see, i swear a lot when i am mad) and i wish i could just fucking out this person so that you all know how much a of bitch she is, but i can't even do that. what would you do if someone was doing this to you?