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I'm getting a little worried that I wont be trainned in time for thew Russia tour... It really has begun to get me frustated that Marc hasn't returned my calls. I know he wants me to do this with him but its a hastle... Oh well fuck em all I'll train myself

What a day.. I cleaned my car out today,,, finally.. Result-0--0---0---= this motivates my brother to clean his.. he finds about 40 of my CDs that I've been missing.... Hemlock --Opeth-- Downset-- so I guess it's safe to say that Cleaniness is next to godliness and "those who have faith are rich" (-My mom) Faith = god god =clean clean= CDs Cds =music Music=happiness happiness...
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Goodbye Sweet World???????????? I think of that phrase every once in a while.. it's the "sweet world" part I never understood... If it was so sweet we would never leave... I think sometimes that the "sweet world" part is like whistling in the dark to keep the boogie man away.
I just totally lost my train of thought.... I think I was gonna some how...
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Holy SHIT she said yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I asked this girl out on a date and she said yes and l,,,,,,,,,,,,,, I don't even know where to begin with her.. She really is the Classiest chick I've EVER met. ... So I guess all I can say is Go goofy Metalhead!!!!!

I stopped hurting and I got filled with a little more drive for life today... I feel different then I did last night, Better, stronger, More alive.....
Today I feel like I could take on the world in a wildly Wacky way.. Nothing could hold me back.. Not today anyway....
Since I'm not a total superhero I'll most likely just pay my bills today and...
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I began hurting again, I I got a feeling in my gut a few weeks ago that I haven't had in a very long time. My mom has always told me to follow my gut and when it turns cramps and I get the shake for no reason I got to believe it...
My old roomate Ifucking atleast 5 differant girls two of which I...
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FUCK ME FUCK ME FUCK ME FUCK ME FUCK ME
My Ex just called and now my head begins to spin thoughts are crowding,
It's not like things were bad in fact things were really good and she moved to Boston to go to Art school.. It's just memories of a better time..

More work = more money.. More work= less time..
I really don't know what I'm thinking right now.. I work at this beer wine and espresso joint and I make more than enough money... I work 35 hours a week and now I'm thinking about getting another job cause I'm bored in my off time.. I really don't think I'll ever be sane when it...
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I got that feeling in my gut. that feeling that I confuse.. is it pain or is it anger.. I don't feel it a lot but when I do it really fucks with me and my mood... But fuck it I'll be on the road soon.. one way or another I'm not gonna deal with stupid shit......... I feel betrayal ... again. tonight is going...
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Fun times with fun people... I saw a few wierd things this weekend and I really was sure how to react.. I say an old man (50's-60's) getting a BLOW JOB from and woman that seemed older than him... Now the wierdest part was the time230pm on the corner of a semi busy intersection.. ....... then yesturday I saw a unicycle rider just jamminm out...
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It's a little tought for me to get know know new people cause I really Nerveous around n=more than one person I don't know... This makes it almost impossible to meet new people cause i rarely see girls by themself. So the rule of two or more takes affect And I can barely speak to them let alone ask anything else, like How about a...
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I Sometimes wish noone would ever read these, Which is fine cause I don't think anyone ever does...
The friends keep dwindling down, Soon I'll be alone again.
I've only had one friend that has always stood by me. He'll be the only one at the end. I ,,,,,,, I wish I had someone to tak to right now it's just kinda lonely on my...
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