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I saw her walking by today.....

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Thats how I feel today!!!!!!!!!!

I'm sitting in at my workwith my friends peeking over my shoulders talking about what girls they like and dislike... I now realize I how much our taste differ and how picky girls really are. These girls make the most insane comments about certain pics... And to be completely honest some of the girls I'm attracted to and some not so much.. but I see...
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weird day.... I need me some lovin' (and gas money) so if and rich hot and slutty chicks are reading this hit me up...

I just found out my ex is getting married and I'm not sure how I feel about that... We've been broken up a long time but see was the "one".. I realize that no one can really be the one when your 18 19 years old but I felt for her in such a strong way that it seems tough that I would be able...
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It's been a little weird lately... Weird thoughts weird dreams but I'm finally get my money in order and taking care of a little debt....

I return to the city of my birth... Toronto Canada.... It wount be until sept. of 06 but that will give me plenty of time to save and I'll spend a week or two there... and maybe I'll find someone to bring with.....

No more bitching for me I've been getting way to down on myself lately and I really need to pull out of this rut...... So here is the plan ...... Everytime I have a negitave thought I'll slap myself really hard,,,,,, No that will never work... I could burn myself with cigs...... No thats bad too.... Oh I got it Everytime I'm really getting down...
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I Love this stress..... It's weird cause three weeks ago everything was fine and now Everything is fucked but nothing changed....
I think I'm gonna have to do something lame but I don't know what.... I just know that change sucks..... And this is gonna be a change....

It's not that I'm an asshole it's just I'm very aware of what I need to get done and how I need to do it.... I've been accused of being an asshole by at least 6 people in the last week but I don't thin I am so fuck them.....

I haven't been able to get on in a while and it's been a wierd couple of weeks... I really wish I could make a few changes.... soon....

I'm Back from NJ NY.... 5 Days older.... It was fun I just wish I could have gotten tanked and told some people whats up... you know how that is