narublu

I think I have fallen back into that abyss, where life does nothing but slap me in the face. I don't understand why all my positivity is of no use and create all negativity around me ... I wonder, why do I deserve this? If there is a god, why does he hate me so much, although in my small way I do my best ... I never treat anyone badly, I am always smiling even when everything is shit ... Is it wrong not to want to depress me? When are they already? I have perhaps always failed in my choices because I followed my instinct and I find myself with continuous failures ...