Hello friends ... I'm here in my bed and unfortunately I do not feel so well ... It's not a physical pain, but a mental one ... I'm living a phase of my life that I can not explain, but I would like to give vent to this sadness, this nervousness, all this anxiety ...And above all to understand why I have exhausted all my strength to do anything ... I can give a little 'commitment only when I feel compelled to do it ... Fortunately it is a constraint that I try to create myself to be able to defeat this my state ....When will it pass? What can I continue to do? .... I have lost the desire almost completely and this makes me even more angry, because I'm not Made this way... I've never been like that and I do not know how to go back, how to react ... I feel like I really lost everything ... And every thing that I desire is always something that will remain only in my dreams... .Dreams that I do not want to have anymore so as not to continue like this .... I apologize for this outburst ....
