Dammit, I've done it again - run out of money before the end of the month. What a complete twat. I think I've actually drunk most of my spare cash this month. I currently have 4.98 available balance in my account and I need at least 30 just for petrol to get to work next week. Meh, maybe I need to start looking for a job closer to home, the 40 mile round trip every day is starting to bore the tits off me (and to be honest, so is the job, hence why I'm writing a blog... erm, I mean, I'm on my lunch...).
I haven't been to the gym in ages and I don't remember seeing the money come out for it this month. The last two months had been paid in advance by my ex and I took over the membership, so this month should have been the first one I paid. I have a feeling I might be refused entry when I go, which will be embarrassing.
Have spent the last few nights at home stoned in front of the idiot box. I really only watch tv when I'm stoned and even then I prefer a DVD but I just welded myself to the chair. I really want to go out and play with alcohol, but it looks like I'm going to have to wait. Bummer.
Also I've kind of stalled on the writing front. I'm 18,000 words in and I just haven't been able to write anything for days. I've written one sentence in the last couple of days. I'm not sure if it's lack of inspiration or not knowing where I'm taking the story, or it's just linked in to my current indefinable malaise but I think the deadline looming in 9 days is making my brain short circuit. I don't think I'll make 50,000 words in that time, although not having any money to go out with might mean I spend more time writing, who knows. In either case, it's been a good excercise and one I'll probably repeat next year.
Hope Y'all are well.
I haven't been to the gym in ages and I don't remember seeing the money come out for it this month. The last two months had been paid in advance by my ex and I took over the membership, so this month should have been the first one I paid. I have a feeling I might be refused entry when I go, which will be embarrassing.
Have spent the last few nights at home stoned in front of the idiot box. I really only watch tv when I'm stoned and even then I prefer a DVD but I just welded myself to the chair. I really want to go out and play with alcohol, but it looks like I'm going to have to wait. Bummer.
Also I've kind of stalled on the writing front. I'm 18,000 words in and I just haven't been able to write anything for days. I've written one sentence in the last couple of days. I'm not sure if it's lack of inspiration or not knowing where I'm taking the story, or it's just linked in to my current indefinable malaise but I think the deadline looming in 9 days is making my brain short circuit. I don't think I'll make 50,000 words in that time, although not having any money to go out with might mean I spend more time writing, who knows. In either case, it's been a good excercise and one I'll probably repeat next year.
Hope Y'all are well.