As much as going back to work on a Monday is no one's favourite thing to do, I really don't get on with Tuesdays. Yesterday was crap and today isn't much better. I know, I'm moaning but I feel shitty.
I have my weekly IT meeting with the big boss man on a Tuesday and I never seem to be quite prepared, despite having a week inbetween meetings. I've usually done the stuff I needed to do since last time and so far I'm one of the few members of staff that he's never blown up at, but still.
I'm in a fairly large amount of discomfort today due to a massive IBS attack leaving my stomach feeling like it's a washing machine that's on spin cycle with a load containing rocks and razor blades.
My personal life has gone from the sublime to the ridiculous - I've got two women interested in me now and the one I was really keen on let me down at the weekend. She's in an awkward situation, which I only know a little about and we've decided to cool things between us until she's more sorted and now I've got a weird, wary feeling about her because of some things she said. The other woman is a friend who is really quite into me and totally lovely, but I don't know if I can offer her anything.
In a very short space of time I've gone from being single & a tad lonely but basically ok, to having two women interested in me and kind of wishing I was just single again. I don't like complications, especially when some of them are my own fault... they complicate things.
On the bright side, I'm getting on fairly well with my National Novel Writing Month stuff. Over 6000 words so far and three chapters in. I'm trying to do about 2000 words a day and I think it's going ok so far, although I am worried that the plot will run out of steam, since I am making it up as I go, which is a new approach for me (I tend to think about things a lot, sometimes for years before diving in too much.).
If you would like to read what I have so far, go here.
Tuesdays... bah. Hopefully my next post will be more upbeat.
I have my weekly IT meeting with the big boss man on a Tuesday and I never seem to be quite prepared, despite having a week inbetween meetings. I've usually done the stuff I needed to do since last time and so far I'm one of the few members of staff that he's never blown up at, but still.
I'm in a fairly large amount of discomfort today due to a massive IBS attack leaving my stomach feeling like it's a washing machine that's on spin cycle with a load containing rocks and razor blades.
My personal life has gone from the sublime to the ridiculous - I've got two women interested in me now and the one I was really keen on let me down at the weekend. She's in an awkward situation, which I only know a little about and we've decided to cool things between us until she's more sorted and now I've got a weird, wary feeling about her because of some things she said. The other woman is a friend who is really quite into me and totally lovely, but I don't know if I can offer her anything.
In a very short space of time I've gone from being single & a tad lonely but basically ok, to having two women interested in me and kind of wishing I was just single again. I don't like complications, especially when some of them are my own fault... they complicate things.
On the bright side, I'm getting on fairly well with my National Novel Writing Month stuff. Over 6000 words so far and three chapters in. I'm trying to do about 2000 words a day and I think it's going ok so far, although I am worried that the plot will run out of steam, since I am making it up as I go, which is a new approach for me (I tend to think about things a lot, sometimes for years before diving in too much.).
If you would like to read what I have so far, go here.
Tuesdays... bah. Hopefully my next post will be more upbeat.