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narikia

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Monday Apr 23, 2012

Apr 23, 2012
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My life took a whole 360 change after we decided to try a three way relationship. It ended up exactly how I thought it would, the only slight shocker being that the people who loved me changed to hating me and loving each other.
I couldn't be happier. There were so many things I wasn't able to do because I was addicted to Joe.
Now I'm free. I've started learning Japanese, I discovered the Golden ratio and the Fibonacci sequence and broadened my understanding of the universe and humanity. I appreciate my existence on a whole new level.
So I wrote something to express myself, using the Fibonacci sequence up to my favorite number, 13.

You
Me
And her
When we became three
It turned out we weren't meant to be
Reasoned to myself you were doing it all for me
I could feel the struggle being in the middle
Felt so torn so I could not leave
We loved each other
So I thought

He
She
Told me
"I want you"
But you lied to me
So then I had to start again
And it's okay because I became a better person
Now that I'm free to live out the possibilities
Of the life I've always wanted
To be free
To me
Just
Me
freezing_here:
That is lovely... I doesn't always have to end that way.. But it is good that you are so positive about it...

take care
Apr 23, 2012
coyopakya:
may your journey continue upwards
Apr 23, 2012

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