She's disgusted as she looks at herself in the mirror, caking on her makeup to disguise the face that's truly hers. She went too far. When it all started, she loved the attention. She got a high off the flashes of the cameras. But it soon took much more to get her back that high. She's caught up in the lifestyle; in the drugs, the audience, her self-hate. She smiles beautifully at the audience, knowing that if they saw what really lain beneathe, it would bring tears to their eyes.