Friday Mar 12, 2004

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My whole fabric of life in in question. Am I a slave to the money? I know I work too much. But I enjoy what I do. And I have not grown up like some of my other friends. Even though I work more and school and have more bills, it's obvious that they see themselves as adults and I do not. I really only want to be happy. So I follow a couple social norms along the way, like working and schooling, but instead of using those things to get me where I want, and Then I can be happy... I've decided, who says you can't be happy now? I still have goals, but I know they won't bring me happiness. Only I will.

And I'm sick of people being so dependant on others. Don't get me wrong, I love taking care of people and all that. But emotionally, no one is responsible for you except yourself. Why does every action affect others so much? I'm starting a revolution in My world, I will not be responsible for how you feel. I did not Make you do or feel anything. Take responsibility for your own feelings. You can only think and feel what you want.
criticaloversite:
So long as you're happy. Thats what I say. Though I will admit not many people agree with me. I'm sort of considered the "likable loser" in my group. Oh well...I sometimes feel there's not alot I can do about it becuase I was born about a century too early...

if that makes any sense
rickroyal:
I personally try to be as happy as possible at the moment and find ways to perpetuate that happiness for as long as possible. All of my goals either continue happiness or stave on situations that will cause unhappiness. Your philosiphy of only you can bring yourself happiness is a good one, I think.

The dependance of others is an annoyance. But hoping for others to be responsible for themselves in idealistic. Almost like hoping for zealots to ignore what bothers them.

Lovely pics, btw.

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