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Baby Blue - By ME! get in chat you might hear a live show


I look around and wonder how My whole life turned upside down

I'm praying that I'll just drown please let me just drowned in this rain

Or give me an open door some way

Cause everywhere I look is pain And people who will never change

And places that remain the same continue to cause me all this pain


I know this world all too well And the places I go to escape hell

Have taught me more than I can tell today

Just give me some open door some way


help me give up this shame i hide For what I cannot change inside

For giving up and giving in And letting all my demons win


This person that's inside my mirror Is not the person that's standing here

They don't feel the guilt and pain Of never changing what stays the same

With each new day that comes and goes They hide the pain that never shows

It's ugly face that I wear today And I pray

I pray I find an open door someday

I pray I find an open door someday

Please let me find an open door some day


i could never be that hero you want to see

i could never be that saint you want me to be

i have never been good at saying sorry

but i'll try

Oh I'll try

Yes I'll try

just help me search for the words that i can't find


I'm not the person I thought I'd be But I see them here in front of me

when angels fell to their bleeding knees succeeding in salvation to make me believe

That I will find my open door someday

I will find that open door someday


Looking back into my mirror It's still me inside of here

I try so hard to stay so strong But it never holds out for very long

I can't deny what I really feel If I did then these wounds would never heal

But it's real What I feel

It leads the way

Towards some open door someday


Those eyes are so sad and blue How could I have ever hated you

I'm coming clean and starting new It's the true

I found my open door and I'm steppen through

I'm stepping through this open door to you

This is the real you, Baby Blue.