nanookyeux

Inspired by In Her Shoes (my all time favorite movie), this is for my daddy.

i carry your heart with me
i carry it in my heart
i am never without it
anywhere i go you go,my dear;
and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling
i fear no fate
for you are my fate,my sweet
i want no world
for beautiful you are my world,my true
and it's you who are whatever a moon has always meant
and whatever a sun will always sing, is you

here is the deepest secret nobody knows
here is the root of the root
and the bud of the bud
and the sky of the sky of a tree called life
which grows higher than soul can hope or mind can hide
and this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart

i carry your heart
(i carry it in my heart)

I can only imagine how many girls out there would die for their daddy's. I've been through the worst of the worst in my life so far, and I've seen the best of the best of my time. And although my daddy has been a cause for both the worst, and the best, it is the one thing I know in my heart I can never accomplish, and that is to hold a loathing for my daddy. He is what I have become, He is the reason why I push myself so hard, and also the reason why I go so easy on myself as well. He is the reason why I call Alaska home, because it is his home, and his home is where my heart will always lead me when in need or not. My daddy was the one who sacrificed his sanity and his own life for me, he is the one who wanted me when it seemed that nobody in the world did. He is the one who fought for me, for cared for me, who made me strong. He is the reason I am the person I am today. I love my daddy.


sorry just a moment of home sickness and daddy deprivation. lol. and ahead of time, no, none of you can play daddy with me. pervs. hahahaha.