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i think waking up is my new favorite pass-time. I love being able to wake up slowly, smoke a cigarette, make a phone call to who ever i am moved to speak with, i can never find the right breakfast foods though. idealy, i'd like to make my own home fries, some sausage, some fresh fruit like strawberries pineapple apples and kiwi, and some vanilla yogurt with mandrin oranges in it
yum. and pulp free orange juice!!!! I'm a vitamin C freak. really. I'm sure I've O.D.ed on it a few times. Might explain my sensative to acidics stomach. but i eat em anyway. lol.
i love looking at the wreck i've made of myself by my constant tossing and turning in sleep as well. lol. hair all pillow fucked and frizzed, eyes half open and rimmed with yesterdays mascara and liner. yummy. NOT haha definitly need a shower right about now. and maybe some frizz ez.... lol
work should be insanely easy tonight. i'm just expo-ing, which means as the food comes out the window plated i put it on trays according to the seat number assigned it. lol easy peasy japanesy. i just get OOber hungry when I do that though. should go in easy and get a steak salad. mine as well enjoy it while I can, I'm going strictly no red meat and no fish come the first. One of my new year's resolutions. i think i might quit smoking too. that'll be a bit harder. maybe not SO hard though because my main problem is wanting a cig after i eat cause i'm full, but if i'm on a new diet, lol, most likely i'll still be starving so. and i'm also going to make sure i do yoga atleast every three days. i know i've said this all before, but new years brings alot more weight to it. anyways, i'm done here for now.
Oh ps. i took some new pics, yah'll probably seen em already cause they've been up a couple of days, but if you havent check em out. tell me what yah think still looken for a photographer in the n. atlanta area. preferiably a girl. but whatever.
my 2 bf's wedding (to each other! yay!) is in june, so i'm looking at being back in alaska around that time for a couple weeks, maybe more so i can get my dividend next year....this year it was 1500 which was fun while it lasted. blew that in like a week. just like i blew the 6200 i got for my truck in one week. i'm bad. i just love pretty things though! I realllllllly need to get an apartment. this is getting ridiculous. but i am living rent free, food is usually provided by myself at work. so why can't i save? and why can't i paid any bills? because I'm a shop a holic. i need help. shit, i need to be locked in a room with no internet access and shoved bills to sign and fork money over for under the door. that's probably the only way it'll ever get taken care of. i'm late on my student loan
and it's only 150. and my membership here is about to expire. can't even come up with 12 bucks because i'm so in the negative right now. I am exactly 20 years 3 months 11 hours and 49 minutes old right now haha go me. anyways, time to grub it up on whatever junk is in the pantry. one love all. have a good un.
i think waking up is my new favorite pass-time. I love being able to wake up slowly, smoke a cigarette, make a phone call to who ever i am moved to speak with, i can never find the right breakfast foods though. idealy, i'd like to make my own home fries, some sausage, some fresh fruit like strawberries pineapple apples and kiwi, and some vanilla yogurt with mandrin oranges in it
yum. and pulp free orange juice!!!! I'm a vitamin C freak. really. I'm sure I've O.D.ed on it a few times. Might explain my sensative to acidics stomach. but i eat em anyway. lol.
i love looking at the wreck i've made of myself by my constant tossing and turning in sleep as well. lol. hair all pillow fucked and frizzed, eyes half open and rimmed with yesterdays mascara and liner. yummy. NOT haha definitly need a shower right about now. and maybe some frizz ez.... lol
work should be insanely easy tonight. i'm just expo-ing, which means as the food comes out the window plated i put it on trays according to the seat number assigned it. lol easy peasy japanesy. i just get OOber hungry when I do that though. should go in easy and get a steak salad. mine as well enjoy it while I can, I'm going strictly no red meat and no fish come the first. One of my new year's resolutions. i think i might quit smoking too. that'll be a bit harder. maybe not SO hard though because my main problem is wanting a cig after i eat cause i'm full, but if i'm on a new diet, lol, most likely i'll still be starving so. and i'm also going to make sure i do yoga atleast every three days. i know i've said this all before, but new years brings alot more weight to it. anyways, i'm done here for now.
Oh ps. i took some new pics, yah'll probably seen em already cause they've been up a couple of days, but if you havent check em out. tell me what yah think
still looken for a photographer in the n. atlanta area. preferiably a girl. but whatever.
my 2 bf's wedding (to each other! yay!) is in june, so i'm looking at being back in alaska around that time for a couple weeks, maybe more so i can get my dividend next year....this year it was 1500 which was fun while it lasted. blew that in like a week. just like i blew the 6200 i got for my truck in one week. i'm bad. i just love pretty things though! I realllllllly need to get an apartment. this is getting ridiculous. but i am living rent free, food is usually provided by myself at work. so why can't i save? and why can't i paid any bills? because I'm a shop a holic. i need help. shit, i need to be locked in a room with no internet access and shoved bills to sign and fork money over for under the door. that's probably the only way it'll ever get taken care of. i'm late on my student loan
and it's only 150. and my membership here is about to expire. can't even come up with 12 bucks because i'm so in the negative right now. I am exactly 20 years 3 months 11 hours and 49 minutes old right now haha go me. anyways, time to grub it up on whatever junk is in the pantry. one love all. have a good un.