factual theory
we own the places we are, the things e do, the people we become. not as a type of ownership as in physical property that entitles to the rights of those places and things, but ownership through experience of life. we are responsible for our memories, we control the emotions we feel, the eperiences we go through. we can choose how we want our lives to be. none of us are really out of control. you can look away and chalk it up to the work of God and believe that he is the painter of your canvas, or you take the brush in your own hands. Things are what you make them to be. No saying could ring more true.
I almost quit work yesterday, fed up with the feelings of gloom and hatred I felt there. Sick of how everybody was bringing me down mentally and emotionally. Then revelation hits. I could walk into that place tomorrow, happy as can be to be there, not because of where or what it is, simply because it is part of a path I have chosen to take. I am where I decided to be. And i think by keeping that mentality I can get through it, remain pleasant and unphased. As long as I stay there in my own mind. I've always believed I could have anything I wanted, and now I really believe it. And the power of belief is a strong thing, as long as you're believing in yourself.
So where to go from here with this new information? I plan to create the world I wish to live in. I plan to access the things I want to see and go the places I want to go. I will do the things I want to do. Regardless of money, transportation, or any other hinderance of the world. This is my world now. I have decided to take control of where I want my life to go. No more letting people affect or dictate where or what I do. If I do something I do it because I choose to. Not for anybody else, not because i have been asked to. But be becasue I decide to do it. Believe what you want, that you have asked me to do something and I do it for that purpose. What you think is no concern of mine. That's your own deal, believing you have power over me. As long as I know that such power does not exist, I can remain feeling free like this. It's comforting to know that i can choose who what when and where. And tonight, I decided who. I know what it is I want and I found it. And I plan to keep it. Atleast for a little while. I said i would here and take control of my life. And now I have
The motivation has rsurfaced, to stay.
More power to you all.
Kyla
we own the places we are, the things e do, the people we become. not as a type of ownership as in physical property that entitles to the rights of those places and things, but ownership through experience of life. we are responsible for our memories, we control the emotions we feel, the eperiences we go through. we can choose how we want our lives to be. none of us are really out of control. you can look away and chalk it up to the work of God and believe that he is the painter of your canvas, or you take the brush in your own hands. Things are what you make them to be. No saying could ring more true.
I almost quit work yesterday, fed up with the feelings of gloom and hatred I felt there. Sick of how everybody was bringing me down mentally and emotionally. Then revelation hits. I could walk into that place tomorrow, happy as can be to be there, not because of where or what it is, simply because it is part of a path I have chosen to take. I am where I decided to be. And i think by keeping that mentality I can get through it, remain pleasant and unphased. As long as I stay there in my own mind. I've always believed I could have anything I wanted, and now I really believe it. And the power of belief is a strong thing, as long as you're believing in yourself.
So where to go from here with this new information? I plan to create the world I wish to live in. I plan to access the things I want to see and go the places I want to go. I will do the things I want to do. Regardless of money, transportation, or any other hinderance of the world. This is my world now. I have decided to take control of where I want my life to go. No more letting people affect or dictate where or what I do. If I do something I do it because I choose to. Not for anybody else, not because i have been asked to. But be becasue I decide to do it. Believe what you want, that you have asked me to do something and I do it for that purpose. What you think is no concern of mine. That's your own deal, believing you have power over me. As long as I know that such power does not exist, I can remain feeling free like this. It's comforting to know that i can choose who what when and where. And tonight, I decided who. I know what it is I want and I found it. And I plan to keep it. Atleast for a little while. I said i would here and take control of my life. And now I have
The motivation has rsurfaced, to stay.
More power to you all.
Kyla
captain_midnight:
WOOHOO!!! More power to YOU! Most people never realize that any time in their entire lives!