god i want to do this so bad. i did fill out an application to be a suicide girl and they did reply requesting a set of photos, but i don't know any photographers i'm comfortable with and haven't met anybody here yet that rocks the make up stand. le sigh. what to do what to do. and i need some friends! what's the point of living in the city if i'm still doing all the same things i was doing back in alaska? ie: sitting at home doing absolutely nothing at all besides drinking martinis by myself and sitting by a fire by myself and watching never ending tevo. le grose. i'm pathetic!! gah i need a car. soon soon. little chili pepper hyundai accent. too cute. can't wait. pimp that puppy out lol. first things first, i'm putting my Alaska Girls Organic And Wild sticker on the bumper lol and then Alaska Girls Kick Ass yayyyy So I'm signing up to be an Arbonne consultant next week too. Arbonne's this line that is completely botanical based which means it doesn't have all that crap that mary kay avon and cover girl have in them like animal biproducts (all the stuff on the animal that DOESN'T make it to your local butcher) and mineral oil (the shit you driink to clean your system? aka gives you the shits?) and petrolium jelly, like vasaline? yeah ew. none of that stuff does any good for your skin it doesn't moistureize just creates a layer on your skin. There are dry, oily, sensative, and men lines. it's good stuff really, talk to me about it if you're interested. it's worth it to be nice to your skin now so you don't look like a hag later. lol. which reminds me, i'm totally torn about this pigment issue i'm having. i like to be tan because it makes me look and feel like i have this healthy glow about me, plus i'm sick of my bronzers turning me orange because i'm so sundeprived. i hate to go to the tanning booths again but maybe just to get that glow back a little, then start using those lotions that gradually add to your tan? just a thought. I was really inspired by Sash's sushi set cause I loveeee sushi and it had never occured to me to do my sets with food, cause DUH I love to cook so much!!!! so I don't know, I was thinking something lady like like a tea ceremony or something more alaskan??? like fur fire and mokasans? i don't know!!!!!!!!!!!! I did this shot once with some girlfriends that was of me in my baby pink bikini and these tall boots with fur cuffs on the top, really cute and symbolic. I don't know if any of youa re familiar with the hell's angels but i was raised in that kind of family and they would have these events where they'd build a bar out of snow and ice outside and the girls would walk around in bikinis and snowboots serving drinks. in alaska, the winters get bad but you do have your warm days so this doesn't seem soooo bad, but now that i'm in georgia it's hard to accuratly represent the ak. But I did redye my hair last night with Funky cherry red dye and it looks SAWEET! and it's kinda revamped the little devil in me. lol i don't know what it is about red but it makes me feel like breaking all the rules and throwen around my sas. lol. ironically green is my favorite color, but blue really compliments my eyes. oh by the way a little background on my name, NanookYeux, which means nanook eyes, comes from this time a guy i'd just met told me i had those husky blue eyes, thus the nanook eyes. 
i'm proud of my eyes. they're my favorite attribute, besides my humor, but that's neither here nor there. i would love to be a suicide girl though. i've been offered modeling jobs before in the past on several occasions, but not until now did i ever think i could succeed at it. i mean, i could use some workouts and a goot nutrional diet to get my body to bounce back, but in the south with all it's fried food and sweet tea glory, it's kind of hard to do. the climate change has wreaked some terriable havoc on my body, which has always been sensative to it's surroundings, i've gone from soft and supple to dry and itchy to soft and itchy to supple and chapped. lol. i don't know what to do anymore but to keep drinking my water and taking my vitamins. i love healthy food too and not having an organic store to raid has really killed my appetite. i mean even salada around here are coming with greasy bacon bits and loads of cheese. i've never HAD to worry about what i ate or my weight until now, and it's blowing my mind!!! I need money, which means I need a good job that i love so i can work hard and get good raises and happy employers/friends, i need to get an apartment, which means i need a good roommate, and i need to just get shit going!!! i gave up everything to move here, i'd finally gotten a beautiful white dodge dakota that i owned fully, no payments, insurance payments were paid every 6 months on time and in full, finally had my own two bedroom apartment all to myself with paid utilities and rent adjusted to my income, good friends, good family, and i sold everything and left to come here and try to make it. it's been a hard month and a half, i'm missing out on my best friends falling in love and getting engaged, and i set them up together! i'm missing my neices growing up and my cousins starting school, just so much. and i miss it all. i miss my dad, my mom, my sister. and it's not like i'm going to college where i get to go home for the holidays, i'm stuck here. dad says he could bring me home but i don't want to talk away the loser. i'm refusing to fail at this. i will do this even if it kills. and it just may. i don't have money to go get a check up at the docter or get my very painful incoming wisdom teeth removed, i'm living with people i just met out of a suitcase with nothing but my longboard for my own personal transportation that i still haven't found time to master, but i can ride if it need be. i don't know. my world's a big shit storm right now and all i want are a few girlfriends to hold my hand and love me and help me fight off depression in the mall. so hey pretty lady, fancy some tofu hot n sour soup? my treat? lol........really. girls, the clock starts now. If you're in acworth or kennesaw or anywhere near those, please get a hold of me. i'd love to meet some new pretty faces and have some fun. all my love
Nanook Yeux
you can call me Nana
this photos is of what we call the Duck Flats in valdez, where the tide comes in and out and you can see (and smell) the change. it's beautiful no?
i'm proud of my eyes. they're my favorite attribute, besides my humor, but that's neither here nor there. i would love to be a suicide girl though. i've been offered modeling jobs before in the past on several occasions, but not until now did i ever think i could succeed at it. i mean, i could use some workouts and a goot nutrional diet to get my body to bounce back, but in the south with all it's fried food and sweet tea glory, it's kind of hard to do. the climate change has wreaked some terriable havoc on my body, which has always been sensative to it's surroundings, i've gone from soft and supple to dry and itchy to soft and itchy to supple and chapped. lol. i don't know what to do anymore but to keep drinking my water and taking my vitamins. i love healthy food too and not having an organic store to raid has really killed my appetite. i mean even salada around here are coming with greasy bacon bits and loads of cheese. i've never HAD to worry about what i ate or my weight until now, and it's blowing my mind!!! I need money, which means I need a good job that i love so i can work hard and get good raises and happy employers/friends, i need to get an apartment, which means i need a good roommate, and i need to just get shit going!!! i gave up everything to move here, i'd finally gotten a beautiful white dodge dakota that i owned fully, no payments, insurance payments were paid every 6 months on time and in full, finally had my own two bedroom apartment all to myself with paid utilities and rent adjusted to my income, good friends, good family, and i sold everything and left to come here and try to make it. it's been a hard month and a half, i'm missing out on my best friends falling in love and getting engaged, and i set them up together! i'm missing my neices growing up and my cousins starting school, just so much. and i miss it all. i miss my dad, my mom, my sister. and it's not like i'm going to college where i get to go home for the holidays, i'm stuck here. dad says he could bring me home but i don't want to talk away the loser. i'm refusing to fail at this. i will do this even if it kills. and it just may. i don't have money to go get a check up at the docter or get my very painful incoming wisdom teeth removed, i'm living with people i just met out of a suitcase with nothing but my longboard for my own personal transportation that i still haven't found time to master, but i can ride if it need be. i don't know. my world's a big shit storm right now and all i want are a few girlfriends to hold my hand and love me and help me fight off depression in the mall. so hey pretty lady, fancy some tofu hot n sour soup? my treat? lol........really. girls, the clock starts now. If you're in acworth or kennesaw or anywhere near those, please get a hold of me. i'd love to meet some new pretty faces and have some fun. all my love
Nanook Yeux
you can call me Nana
this photos is of what we call the Duck Flats in valdez, where the tide comes in and out and you can see (and smell) the change. it's beautiful no?