nakedkittycat

Well... I just got news a few hours ago, that my Grandfather passed away in a motorcycle accident. And to be honest I have no clue what to think right now. I used to be close with him, but after he left my Grandmother about three years ago, we had very little contact. She passed away about a year and a half ago from Ovarian Cancer.God do I miss her, and she is so going to get her revenge on my Grandfather now... I kind of feel sorry for him.

I'm in that weird state of mind, where it doesn't seem real.

I really do not want to go to another funeral.

Or see my family for that matter...