ok, so this post will sound childish and moany, lol just need to splurt it down 
had a sort of good night out on saturday, got really rather drunk, sorta half passed out, and i'm was only vaguely sure where i was staying, til i got up in morning, oh dear... hmm
fell out with my best friend, Becca, i love her dearly, she means the world to me, she's been my best friend for yrs now, and shes usually there for me, for things, But she got this problem, she is the best friend a world could ask for. But she gets these obsessions.. with people, and she puts one person on a pedestal, and they only last a short time up there, when she's got no-one else in her life to obsess about..but then your discarded like an already worn t-shirt, she's promised me so much, but lately has delivered nothing . i know i sound selfish, phil says i need to think about whats going on in her life too, but she's ignoring me, and saying nothing, bar talking to this arsehole, andrew, who let me add she's saved in her phone book as 'andrew fit mobile', so yeh our night out, ended with us saying nothing, and me going home with a guy, and her saying nothing about it, and not even looking at me. i miss her terribly, its another hole opened up in my heart without her in it. it's all Emily this and Andrew that, with her, although she's talking to Rosie fine, it's just me, maybe it's coz she pushed me so high upto that pedestal, that now i've fallen and i won't regain my control on re-climbing it, i don't want, however to be that high up.
I miss Phil too, and i think he realises it... i haven't seen him since he took my pics. he's seen my profile on this, he took the display photo of me. if you do read this, call me, eh? and we'll go for a drink.. i know you don't have your car however at the moment. but still.
'All over again I give in'
I'm going for a total make-over, i want to be something different when i turn up on the 25th. Any ideas you lot?
I'm having my hair done. and i'm going to wear a tight fitting dress, with a corset underneath to make my waist smaller, coz i couldnt be bothered loosing weight in the end
i tried. but i failed, and i hurt my knee running, so help me please!
'Countless seconds away to the sound of your voice.'
had a sort of good night out on saturday, got really rather drunk, sorta half passed out, and i'm was only vaguely sure where i was staying, til i got up in morning, oh dear... hmm
fell out with my best friend, Becca, i love her dearly, she means the world to me, she's been my best friend for yrs now, and shes usually there for me, for things, But she got this problem, she is the best friend a world could ask for. But she gets these obsessions.. with people, and she puts one person on a pedestal, and they only last a short time up there, when she's got no-one else in her life to obsess about..but then your discarded like an already worn t-shirt, she's promised me so much, but lately has delivered nothing . i know i sound selfish, phil says i need to think about whats going on in her life too, but she's ignoring me, and saying nothing, bar talking to this arsehole, andrew, who let me add she's saved in her phone book as 'andrew fit mobile', so yeh our night out, ended with us saying nothing, and me going home with a guy, and her saying nothing about it, and not even looking at me. i miss her terribly, its another hole opened up in my heart without her in it. it's all Emily this and Andrew that, with her, although she's talking to Rosie fine, it's just me, maybe it's coz she pushed me so high upto that pedestal, that now i've fallen and i won't regain my control on re-climbing it, i don't want, however to be that high up.
I miss Phil too, and i think he realises it... i haven't seen him since he took my pics. he's seen my profile on this, he took the display photo of me. if you do read this, call me, eh? and we'll go for a drink.. i know you don't have your car however at the moment. but still.
'All over again I give in'
I'm going for a total make-over, i want to be something different when i turn up on the 25th. Any ideas you lot?
I'm having my hair done. and i'm going to wear a tight fitting dress, with a corset underneath to make my waist smaller, coz i couldnt be bothered loosing weight in the end
i tried. but i failed, and i hurt my knee running, so help me please!
'Countless seconds away to the sound of your voice.'
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Good mates are always hard to keep down