nailhead63

Vday sucked this year. First off, I can't ever remember not having a girlfriend or soon-to-be. Secondly, all my friends got together and went out but, I had to go to DV class. Thirdly the ex called me from the airport, home early from business. I thought that we would hang out. Turns out some other dude was supposed to pick her up but his car broke down. We ordered a pizza then she said, I'm gonna lay down, good night, then picked up her phone and started dialing. I paused on the way out the door and she was like "BYE". Not wanting me to linger while she was making her call. I hate to say it but, I sat in my car and broke down for a minute. She just tired of me and left me, and it still upsets me even after I start to think I'm ok with it. It's been months now. What's wrong with me? Lastly, I never got to meet up with my friends again. They all went home early. Now I am home alone, bored and sober. My puppy is happy I'm home though. I at least have somebody who really loves me on Vday. God, I sound like a freaking girl.