nail_boy

So I'm back from my great grandmother's funeral and from meeting people to discuss co-authoring my comic book. I was happy to be able to honor my great grandmother by leaving a few blessed pennies in her casket and on top of it, too. I wanted to put the pennies on her eyes, but it was a christian service and I didn't feel like causing problems with the intolerant. I met with a guy named Brian who is a screenwriter. He was a cool guy, but he doesn't think he has the time to get into such a large project. So I'm trying to arrange meetings with everyone else now.
The girlfriend broke up with me over the phone Saturday before I left for the funeral. I kind of found it amusing that she left because she's too busy so she did it over the phone because she's too busy to come do it in person. It kind of sucks but I'm sort of apathetic about the whole thing. I kind of wish I wasn't. It would be nice to scream and be angry and hurt and just to really feel. Yes, that's what I miss about past relationships - I felt so much more. Now I'm just kind of apathetic and it scares me. I don't know, perhaps I just need to find a girl I can really care about.