nagchampa

holy shit!!! could the trip to texas have gone any worse...i think not. every thing started out really good. everything but the 3 hour drive...in pouring rain. but it wasnt too bad. sam, liz, and i showed up in denton about 30 mins before the show was too start. there were quite a few people there but we found a dry place to stand. we made friends with some really really fucked up girls who looked like they were trying too hard to fit in so we sat with them for through the two bands. before the girls came out i went to get a beer and then lost everyone in the crowd. once i found samantha and liz i tried to get a better view. i found an ok spot and then sam + liz left to talk. so about 30 mins goes by and i'm thourghly enjoy what little bit of the show i can see when a rain soaked liz taps my shoulder and tells me she needs to leave. although it was very bad timing, seeing as i just drove 3 hours to see these girls, but you dont say no to liz. outside you could seriously cut the tention with a spoon. i asked what was wrong and liz just broke down and started crying. turns out samantha just broke up with her outside the club. yeah....that kinda left me speechless. these girls have been togather for two years....and just like that they're broken up. well, i'll spare all the horrible details but lets just say it was a very long, very quite car ride home. aside from the times that i veered off the road, nobody said anything. all in all i kinda knew they would break up. i mean the where a good couple, but it just had that feeling like it wasnt right. so now liz moved out of sams house and went to her grandmas. these girls are 2 of my only 3 friends....and now i have to divide my time between them. and i guess i'm not moving out with them anymore. this whole ordeal is shit. i'm horribly stressed right now .


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