nagchampa

wow...i really have to get out of this house. ever since my sister and her family moved in its like someone sucked the life out of me. all i do is sit in my room and watch tv. thats not a whole lot different from what i did before they were here, but theres just a different vibe now. its like i'm a prisoner in my own house. god...these people are always in my business. its like i have my own personal parole(?) officer. i cant even run to 7-11 with getting the 3rd degree. and thats just my sister. i dont know if i want to start in on her husband. hes exactly the person i dont want to be. they're always tring to tell me how i need to be. they cant see that as shitty as it is, i'm actaully happy with my life. i hate to think it but them living here has had a negative effect on my relationship with my dad. thats what i hate most. my dads the only person in the world who's always been there for me. i honestly dont think i'd be alive if it werent for him. and now i barely see him at all. i dont even eat dinner here because i dont have money to put in on groceries. thats another thing....now they want me to start paying rent. the whole reason i moved back home was to get myself out of debt...now i'm right back where i started....



something needs to change....