i found out that an old friend of mine, Jay, has gotten married and a little house and he's going to be happy for the rest of his life with his pretty little wife.
And that has made my heart grow ten fold.
He's 20 now and when we were in high school he could only read at fourth grade level.
In the 6th grade...
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And that has made my heart grow ten fold.
He's 20 now and when we were in high school he could only read at fourth grade level.
In the 6th grade...
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t3chmonkey:
I was going to have a crush on you, but I saw that everybody else was doing it and now I'm not gonna.*rasberry*
viciousdemalice:
Yeah, Atom is right, it's not cool to have a crush on you anymore cause everyone ellllllssssee does, back when it was just us two, we were cool, but now we're just like everyone else! I'm pissed now, *double rasberry*
New profile pic didn't last long... I guess cuz i agree with arsonII and i like giving the finger.
Tonight, i went to MY beach with the aforementioned boy that i had met... um.. yeah.. fun stuff.
You know you've had a good night when you end up covered in sand, lips completely red and swollen, and you have to end the night up by...
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Tonight, i went to MY beach with the aforementioned boy that i had met... um.. yeah.. fun stuff.
You know you've had a good night when you end up covered in sand, lips completely red and swollen, and you have to end the night up by...
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greyandblack:
Gald you had a great night.
..........besides the laundry I hate doing the laundry
armsxlikexblades:
"I want to grab onto them with one hand and with the other slit their throats. I want to slowly and gracefully tongue their ears with razor blades between my teeth. I want to fix drinks concocted of cyanide, gin and blue no.15. I want stilleto blade sex with their faces in a bathroom stall."
Marry me. Marry me now. You are so Mallory from Natural Born Killers.
I put a link on my journal for one of the songs...but the quality is horrendous.
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Marry me. Marry me now. You are so Mallory from Natural Born Killers.
I put a link on my journal for one of the songs...but the quality is horrendous.
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I use to have a livejournal. I kinda forgot about it for a while.. but earliar today i was reading through some of my old entries and i found this one:
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I have this urge to spend my birthday on a train to anywhere. I want it to rain so I can feel warm and safe against the little window panes. Just get off...
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I have this urge to spend my birthday on a train to anywhere. I want it to rain so I can feel warm and safe against the little window panes. Just get off...
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odinseye:
I always feel like a shitty human being after reading your journal entries. I have probably seen that same guy and not given him a second thought. It is good to see that there are still caring people out there.
viciousdemalice:
I'm there with odinseye, not that it's bad, but you do tend to make run of the mill low life-types like me feel lilke we are crap, but no worries, it's all good!!
I get chronic headaches. Seriously for the pass like 6 months i've been getting massive headaches at least 3 times a week. It acks right under my eyebrows usually. That's not normal right? I'm slowly going insane due to this.. i feel like spooning my brains out through my fucking eye sockets.
I'm not one to take medication either. I just suffer. I tough it...
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I'm not one to take medication either. I just suffer. I tough it...
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armsxlikexblades:
exactly. no one measures up.
It won't be that bad in a year. I actually hardly ever think of her and neither will you think of...Mr. whoosywhatsit. But when I do catch a glimpse of something promising in someone...I tend to reach back and grab that measuring stick to compare the new applicant. Sadly...my pickings have been entertaining...but rather lacking. It's probably not fair what I'm doing...and I think that whole post is about me recognizing that fact as opposed to my sorry lamenting over some lost love.
I've been here before...I know the routine...sooner or later someone will blow her out of the water and essentially reinvent everything that I thought I wanted, and revealing things I never knew I wanted.
But not yet. and I'm not settling for any less than she was.
blech. I need to go get a testosterone shot or some shit.
It won't be that bad in a year. I actually hardly ever think of her and neither will you think of...Mr. whoosywhatsit. But when I do catch a glimpse of something promising in someone...I tend to reach back and grab that measuring stick to compare the new applicant. Sadly...my pickings have been entertaining...but rather lacking. It's probably not fair what I'm doing...and I think that whole post is about me recognizing that fact as opposed to my sorry lamenting over some lost love.
I've been here before...I know the routine...sooner or later someone will blow her out of the water and essentially reinvent everything that I thought I wanted, and revealing things I never knew I wanted.
But not yet. and I'm not settling for any less than she was.
blech. I need to go get a testosterone shot or some shit.
greyandblack:
THat's a lot of headaches to bare.......hang in there.
.........spooning the brains may not be a good idea, stick with the excedrine.
WARNING: Prepare yourself for a total girl entry. I do in fact have a vagina. And lately it's been more swollen than usual, go fucking figure.
There's this place i like to go when i have nothing better to fucking do. I just sit there drinking my spiced chai tea and watching the people go by.
I went there yesterday for a little bit. Here's...
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There's this place i like to go when i have nothing better to fucking do. I just sit there drinking my spiced chai tea and watching the people go by.
I went there yesterday for a little bit. Here's...
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timeoftheeclipse:
wow
that made me smile in a way i havent in quite some time.
thank you
and thanks to all those who make times like this possible
that made me smile in a way i havent in quite some time.
thank you
and thanks to all those who make times like this possible
viciousdemalice:
Enjoy the waffles! Something to make someone smile cause it's good for the soul. No strings, no opinion, just querky elegance that makes someone forget that this life is hard enough as it is. That is what I read in this entry, it was beautifully visual, amazing even, I saw each person perfectly, awesome, in it's truest meaning, awe inspirilng. The pure and simple fact that you could take notice and see the beauty of the world around you says alot, it's a trait that most people never come by in life.
Stay golden, darlin!!!
Stay golden, darlin!!!
I met a boy today. I'm feeling good.
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viciousdemalice:
Sleep is over-rated, but for those of us with severe insomnia, two hours straight can feel like a godly orgasm. A combonation of total release and ultimate joy pooled into one seemingly automatic reaction.
lores:
careful with that boy, I have reliable information that they're dangerous.
Last night i went to bed around 3, ya know.. like usual. And everyone and their mom decided to call me from around 4 till 5:30... and then start up again at around 9. But I don't mind getting woken up in the middle of the night... It's conforting to me to be on the phone with someone when i'm half asleep. I guess it's...
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chrischick:
SuicideGirls Burlesque
Friday July 30 @ 9:00
@The Knitting Factory
7021 Hollywood Blvd. Suite 209
Los angeles CA 90028
Be there or be lame!!!
Friday July 30 @ 9:00
@The Knitting Factory
7021 Hollywood Blvd. Suite 209
Los angeles CA 90028
Be there or be lame!!!
viciousdemalice:
Racist Parrot? Interesting. ANYway, half asleep commets over the phone is something I get yelled at for from my girl, she just says my name over and over, but gradually louder till I come to my senses and get mad at her for waking me whilst I slept. Then I appologize and we make up and then I fall asleep again and the cycle continues till she finally hangs up on me and goes to sleep. Hot dogs rule, but smelling like them for longer than a couple minutes would not be cool.
Stay cool and have a cheeseburger!
Stay cool and have a cheeseburger!
I long for something real...
I used to have a friendand he moved to San Fransisco to write better musicand pay his bills. He found a girl who could play the notes he wrote. Now they sing together. That must be something special.
A little girl tugged on my skirt today while I was at Saphoras buying make up... I think she thought I worked...
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I used to have a friendand he moved to San Fransisco to write better musicand pay his bills. He found a girl who could play the notes he wrote. Now they sing together. That must be something special.
A little girl tugged on my skirt today while I was at Saphoras buying make up... I think she thought I worked...
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superjoint:
oh yeah I'll bet you 40 that I can
t3chmonkey:
Decently proportioned? C'mon. That's like calling the national debt "kinda pricey" Psssshhhh.
No.. the kid wasn't unleashed... and I'm starting to get fucking ansty and shit. I asked my sister if i could just reach in there and pull her out, but she won't let me. Bitch. I also tried pushing down on her stomach and screaming "COME OUT!!!!!" but i got nothing. And then my brother-in-law said, "i hope she comes out really afraid of your...
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superjoint:
When my mom was bearing me in her belly my uncle use to beat my mom's stomach with a wooden baseball bat full of nails, and I love his ass to death
viciousdemalice:
Kids are fun, I once told my eight year old cousin that if he spun real fast with his hands out, he could fly like a helicopter for a couple minutes. He stood outside for two hours spinning, I just kept telling him he wasn't going fast enough, so he kept on going, then I got yelled at cause he came inside and threw up on new carpet.
Make your sister go dancing of have sex, someone on the tv once told me that induced labor, then they told me to burn things.
Make your sister go dancing of have sex, someone on the tv once told me that induced labor, then they told me to burn things.
My dog farts death... just thought i'd share!?!
Ok.. right now, like 20 seconds ago my cell phone rang and it was a private ID so i was like "fuck that, i'm not answering". So whoever it was left me the funniest voicemail ever. Here's what they said in an extremely breathy, sexy voice...
nadia, nadia, nadia.. you know i just feed my fish... and...
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Ok.. right now, like 20 seconds ago my cell phone rang and it was a private ID so i was like "fuck that, i'm not answering". So whoever it was left me the funniest voicemail ever. Here's what they said in an extremely breathy, sexy voice...
nadia, nadia, nadia.. you know i just feed my fish... and...
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mathematics:
i'm glad i don't have a dog.
lores:
Your dog farts death? Well my cat drinks from the toilet and then tries to lick my legs...
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