Thursday Apr 28, 2005

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I think because my mother is Mexican and because my father was an addict...
I think because they were immigrants...
I think that is why I try so fucking hard.

And I think if I wasn't built out of hour glasses...
If I wasn't so emotional...
I think I might be more attractive.

I think if I never found out my dad was working 3 jobs in order to afford food and keep the 6 of us in our little 2 bedroom appartment...
I think I might care less about what rational number defines me on my transcripts

I think if I was a little different...
I might be a little happier.

so... yeah, maybe all you blind, sheltered, ignorant sheep have something? simplicity.. which ultimately means happiness. But those of us who are far from simple... well, the spectrum needs to have its balance. So i'll see you in the depths as well at the tip of the highest peak. There is no settling...
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armsxlikexblades:
Oh great...here goes the whole "my mother is a Mexican" excuse for being an overachiever.

is it nature....

or nurture...

that makes Nadia push and push and push?

hell if I know...but I don't think there's really much I could ever imagine that would make you "more attractive." You might be LESS annoying...but you certainly don't have to worry about being attractive...At least not to others with the same stripe of Obsessive Compulsive Disorder and status anxiety. Some people dig annoyingly compicated individuals like you. Go figure. Beaner. smile confused
armsxlikexblades:
I DO NOT smirk.


I grimmace.


It's more mysterious and sexy.

....sort of.

Actually...come to think of it....it just makes me look constipated.

whatever

I miss you too. Don't you owe me flan or some shit? I swear you promised me food of some kind.

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