nadya

Lastnight was just.. wow.

i've been sitting here for five minutes trying to explain it in words but nothing is coming out right. how did i ever get lucky enough to be able to hold your hand and your heart and laugh at stupid things and spend every second wanting more of you, more of your face and your hands and your eyes and your smile and wanting to be there every breath that you take ... and feeling jealous when i'm not there to see you exhale?

and that.. that was more than just sex lastnight. that was love. that encompassed exactly what i feel for you.. more than any words that i spill out could ever say. this is what we're living for. this feeling that nothing matters when i'm with you except that every ounce of love that i have within me is going straight to your heart.

you're so.. .. .. in all honesty, words will never explain you. everything you do is covered by this incredible sense of how to make people feel wanted and loved and everytime i'm around you, i just never want to let go.