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Disclaimer: I'm about to vent hardcore. Don't bother reading this people. This is for me.

I feel gross.

Barely 2 months since we broke up and already he's got a new girlfriend.
How's that for shitting on the 4 years we shared together?
Not one for wasting time i guess.
Maybe his love for me wasn't as real as i thought it was. As real...
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t3chmonkey:
My response is going to be long, so I'm just going to email it to you, okay?
t3chmonkey:
By the way. 1) I hope that you're "Here's to" isn't a shot each time you announce one, because that's how I do it and you'd be dead.

2) That's your best poem yet.
3) I"m going to print your entry and keep it. I've spent years trying to say what you just did.
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10 things you probably dont know about meand probably don't give a shit about...

1) I hate feet. Its the second nastiest part of the human body. The first one being the butt hole.

2) I can't sleep with my closet doors open.

3) I started masturbating in the like 6th grade. I was a very curious child

4) Ive only had sex with 2...
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xrevolverx:
you're pretty much wicked the best.

and I envy you for meeting snoop dogg.

lets chill out, max, relax all cool...
t3chmonkey:
I missed you too, sweetness.
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neverdie:
sounds like you had a very busy day,makes me feel lazy and i agree this heat is just awful.
nocontrol:
What's the trick to make the baby stop crying??? confused
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astasia:
you are such a sweetheart. smile
thanx for the request hon.
timeoftheeclipse:
wow, utterly adorable
the baby is cute too
(ok, so im shameless, sue me)

i cant wait to have kids, i love them so much

will you impregnate me so i can have your baby?
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Don't take apart the little strings i have sewn to the edges of my heart
I put them their so you could tug on my emotions forever

sometimes i lay awake hoping you're tossing...turning

That night you rested on my chest...
I could feel your heart beat between my thighs.

Today the sun warmed the corner of my bed.
And so I crawled to that...
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superscott:
haha.

maybe there is a huge bag of dicks hence the hottness.
haha lord.
viciousdemalice:
WOW!!! Utterly amazing, I like I like. Makes me wanna be that corner of the bed! B-E-A-utiful!!! Dude, I know what beach you are talking about, I was there on monday likes. Thanks for the advice as well love! smile
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I get the weirdest, most random people IMing me. It's totally amusing to fuck with them though...

My SN name is NahDeeYa

Cynthiacmrt: you are a dumb fuck
NahDeeYa: actually... i'm a pretty intelligent fuck... i quote salinger or bukowski when i fuck...
Cynthiacmrt: do you fuck alot
NahDeeYa: if by a lot you mean 76 times a day on average...i'd say, no... not really....
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shambles:
YAYAYAYYAYAYAYAYAYAYYYA!!!!!!!!!!!

miao!!
viciousdemalice:
Mexi-ersian, that's fucking cool!! Me, just the N-Europeon mix most everyone else is. Irish, scottish, german, swedish, and god know what esle. Milk huh? Interesting, I should try that, but that's a lot of milk. Toodles!
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godsmoker:
Yer funny! biggrin Keep smiling, it's attractive to most people. It's hard to imagine you have a crappy time with the other gender, that is unless there's some terrible secret. eeek Nah I'm just playin'. wink Hi, BTW.
godsmoker:
ARRR!!!

[Edited on Jul 12, 2004 10:49PM]
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i found out that an old friend of mine, Jay, has gotten married and a little house and he's going to be happy for the rest of his life with his pretty little wife.

And that has made my heart grow ten fold.

He's 20 now and when we were in high school he could only read at fourth grade level.
In the 6th grade...
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t3chmonkey:
I was going to have a crush on you, but I saw that everybody else was doing it and now I'm not gonna.*rasberry*

viciousdemalice:
Yeah, Atom is right, it's not cool to have a crush on you anymore cause everyone ellllllssssee does, back when it was just us two, we were cool, but now we're just like everyone else! I'm pissed now, *double rasberry*
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New profile pic didn't last long... I guess cuz i agree with arsonII and i like giving the finger.

Tonight, i went to MY beach with the aforementioned boy that i had met... um.. yeah.. fun stuff.

You know you've had a good night when you end up covered in sand, lips completely red and swollen, and you have to end the night up by...
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greyandblack:
Gald you had a great night. smile ..........besides the laundry I hate doing the laundry frown

smile
armsxlikexblades:
"I want to grab onto them with one hand and with the other slit their throats. I want to slowly and gracefully tongue their ears with razor blades between my teeth. I want to fix drinks concocted of cyanide, gin and blue no.15. I want stilleto blade sex with their faces in a bathroom stall."

Marry me. Marry me now. You are so Mallory from Natural Born Killers.

I put a link on my journal for one of the songs...but the quality is horrendous.

[Edited on Jul 11, 2004 5:07PM]
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I use to have a livejournal. I kinda forgot about it for a while.. but earliar today i was reading through some of my old entries and i found this one:

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I have this urge to spend my birthday on a train to anywhere. I want it to rain so I can feel warm and safe against the little window panes. Just get off...
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odinseye:
I always feel like a shitty human being after reading your journal entries. I have probably seen that same guy and not given him a second thought. It is good to see that there are still caring people out there.
viciousdemalice:
I'm there with odinseye, not that it's bad, but you do tend to make run of the mill low life-types like me feel lilke we are crap, but no worries, it's all good!! smile
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I get chronic headaches. Seriously for the pass like 6 months i've been getting massive headaches at least 3 times a week. It acks right under my eyebrows usually. That's not normal right? I'm slowly going insane due to this.. i feel like spooning my brains out through my fucking eye sockets.

I'm not one to take medication either. I just suffer. I tough it...
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armsxlikexblades:
exactly. no one measures up.

It won't be that bad in a year. I actually hardly ever think of her and neither will you think of...Mr. whoosywhatsit. But when I do catch a glimpse of something promising in someone...I tend to reach back and grab that measuring stick to compare the new applicant. Sadly...my pickings have been entertaining...but rather lacking. It's probably not fair what I'm doing...and I think that whole post is about me recognizing that fact as opposed to my sorry lamenting over some lost love.

I've been here before...I know the routine...sooner or later someone will blow her out of the water and essentially reinvent everything that I thought I wanted, and revealing things I never knew I wanted.

But not yet. and I'm not settling for any less than she was.

blech. I need to go get a testosterone shot or some shit.
greyandblack:
THat's a lot of headaches to bare.......hang in there. smile .........spooning the brains may not be a good idea, stick with the excedrine. skull

wink