nadskichi

i really want to be in bed but now i cant go as im waiting for arnold to come and change the light bulb in the bathroom its not that i cant do it, ( wait i cant im too short) we have 12 foot ceilings and im 5'6 arnold is 6'10 so it makes it easier for him but hes gotta finish work first
i think im sick to i'm not sure at first i thought it could be hayfever now im not so sure.
ive been thinking lately i wanna change my name i think it would be a mind fuck, a psycho trip thing. my last names munday and i really want to change my name to wednesday instead of nadine. i dont really know why but i think it would be fun. but i would have to change my middle name too so i could breack the whole wednesday munday up what doya think?

my house mates both know now that im kicking them out so in three weeks home sweet home, that takes a load of my shoulders i tell ya. i just want to be happy again damnit!!

I've known the shame from the pain,
ive felt the lonliness and anguish eating away.
its hard sometimes, just to feel real.
i have the scars they tell the story,
what the girl doesnt say , everyone assumes...
what the people dont see, the people dont know...
they will never know.
how i loathe them