nadskichi

i feel vauge unwell not all right, its been a while sinse ive felt like this and the fact that im feeling this anger , sadness, angst anxiety scares me and makes me feel even more blue, i dont like it one bit! i feel like ive somehow failed myself for slipping back into this darkness bah
i may or maynot have a house , the one that i want i cant get a viewing for, one that i looked at today i have if i want but the girlyo im moving in knows the property manager of the house that i want, so we could sign the lease as soon as tomorrow or wednesday, but hes the catch the people wo were taking over my lease dont know if they want o anymore so that screws me around
soooo its all very strange
someone come cheer me up please, pretty please it sucks feeling blue and my own horrid company is really starting to shit me