nadskichi

ive spent a lot of time over the last few weeks in hunt for a good time, somewhere that i can just run amok and with people who want to have fun drink fall down do silly thingss and even sillyer drunken dancing. however i think im going to stop. Im jinxed im possitive of it or maybe its karma just coming to get me. im finding it impossible to go out and actually enjoy myself.
yes im whinging i know but hey its my journal i can say what i want.
oh Atomic, the worst cover band ever. they didnt even know the words to some of the songs and their singer, well i wouldnt call him that at all sounded like well just wrong couldnt even hold a tune it was a rather painful experience in all.
i think maybe its the people im choosing to go out with i never had this problem before it was all fun and games and people often got hurt but hey thats life. or maybe just maybe i am trying to find somewhere to belong and as of yet i havent found it hmnnnn
oh well i will try to find a way out of this hex


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yep definatley jinxed i just had my saturday night dinner date cancel on me. so much for that . boys i just dont understand you at all what is going on in that brain of yours???
ARGH!!!
i just wanna have fun really that is all i want a little bit of stress relief to get over workin so damn much