nacho1

time to be sad. a year ago this week was a hard time in my life. yesterday a year ago is when i put my husky to sleep. i was a devistated. i almost went back to drinking that day. that was the only way i knew how to cope with a loss of a love one. kahla was such a beautiful and strong dog. i had since my senior year of high school(1993) she lived a long and very happy life with me. she even took care of my of chihuahua when he was sick. it was so hard to be in the room. i had to leave and my wife stayed with her until the end. i cried for hours. i just held my chihuahua and we slept. the next day i get called into work(home depot) and they tell me that i was getting let go. i was crushed. now i really wanted to drink. my luck had gone to shit. but with thte support of my family and friends, i made it!!! i miss my kahla. she is now happy in heaven!!! i feel ike crying again!!