heya all been awhile just been going crazy and all ive been going camera crazy i bought a new Nikon Digital SLR camera and you cant pry it away from my hands 
anyways i have been calling out of work saying im sick for the last 3 weeks now got Doctors notes tho 
i hate my job.... i need a new 1 im broke now i havent worked in amonth after i came back from vacation i just didnt want to go back to work so ive found excauses not too and to hang out and blow 5k and not work and have funn now i blew all my money io had in the world i need to go back to work life sucks eh... hehehehe
so im happy tho in the last few days ive met alot of new woman i got 2 dates to go on this week YaY!!! im tha mac daddy of all the ho's and bitches lol j/k but ive met some amazing woman recently the types i could actualy date or get into a relationship with... i meet usely pdycho chiks from hell and heaven that just want to fuck or just want to use me i dont just like useing people honestly i fee like shit when i just fuck somebody and i fee lnothing towards them besides lust or im horny the luct isnt so bad but just horny and screwin g a chik because she there isnt good eh... i know buit sometime i still do it i did that a week ago told her nothing was there and still fucked her she was down with it but i know it was wrong especaily when i was thingking about somebody else while i was fucking her and then alli wantyed to do was get the fuck out of there qucikly and run and hide because i was used and used her i felt kinda dirty and ashamed i did that shit again hormones got the better out of me again i dont like acting like and amanial acting on instinct in that respect i like to be and animial but 1 with somebody i like and respect dont get me know im down with good ole fucking but not with just sex with random sterange peolple and people i dont really know and thats what happened im alittle more responceable then that anyways im rambling on about my shit going on in my head im happy broke camper
on tha sadder side of the news i found out a friend of my has cancer and is stugging to life and fight it
im sadden by the new this girl ive had a crush on since ive know her but never asked her out she was very busy then now she inst and i saw her today and was like old times she the type of person that inspires me to be a better person and always to better myslef as well and to give freely and to be creative this is what she is very cute and creative and sexy and has a good head on her shoulders and a nice rack
anyways she put up a web site about her struggles i left the paper with it on it in my car ill post it later but check it out and support her she needs it... hehehe i did get her phone # now so we are gonna hang out and ill ask her out on date finally after a yr i have the guts ya know i hate myslef when im shy over the woman i really like i allways loose them that way but for now on im just gonna voice my slef to all the ladies i like YaY!! ive become the Joey i aways wanted to be ive grown up to a man i think is whats happing and im realizing it and im able to hold full confo not just about the crapp i like too lol anyways im outy i wrote way too much stuff hehehehe g-niters and b-bye and take care all my readers and all ya SGer's out there..... 
anyways i have been calling out of work saying im sick for the last 3 weeks now got Doctors notes tho i hate my job.... i need a new 1 im broke now i havent worked in amonth after i came back from vacation i just didnt want to go back to work so ive found excauses not too and to hang out and blow 5k and not work and have funn now i blew all my money io had in the world i need to go back to work life sucks eh... hehehehe
so im happy tho in the last few days ive met alot of new woman i got 2 dates to go on this week YaY!!! im tha mac daddy of all the ho's and bitches lol j/k but ive met some amazing woman recently the types i could actualy date or get into a relationship with... i meet usely pdycho chiks from hell and heaven that just want to fuck or just want to use me i dont just like useing people honestly i fee like shit when i just fuck somebody and i fee lnothing towards them besides lust or im horny the luct isnt so bad but just horny and screwin g a chik because she there isnt good eh... i know buit sometime i still do it i did that a week ago told her nothing was there and still fucked her she was down with it but i know it was wrong especaily when i was thingking about somebody else while i was fucking her and then alli wantyed to do was get the fuck out of there qucikly and run and hide because i was used and used her i felt kinda dirty and ashamed i did that shit again hormones got the better out of me again i dont like acting like and amanial acting on instinct in that respect i like to be and animial but 1 with somebody i like and respect dont get me know im down with good ole fucking but not with just sex with random sterange peolple and people i dont really know and thats what happened im alittle more responceable then that anyways im rambling on about my shit going on in my head im happy broke camper
on tha sadder side of the news i found out a friend of my has cancer and is stugging to life and fight it
im sadden by the new this girl ive had a crush on since ive know her but never asked her out she was very busy then now she inst and i saw her today and was like old times she the type of person that inspires me to be a better person and always to better myslef as well and to give freely and to be creative this is what she is very cute and creative and sexy and has a good head on her shoulders and a nice rack
anyways she put up a web site about her struggles i left the paper with it on it in my car ill post it later but check it out and support her she needs it... hehehe i did get her phone # now so we are gonna hang out and ill ask her out on date finally after a yr i have the guts ya know i hate myslef when im shy over the woman i really like i allways loose them that way but for now on im just gonna voice my slef to all the ladies i like
YaY!! ive become the Joey i aways wanted to be ive grown up to a man i think is whats happing and im realizing it and im able to hold full confo not just about the crapp i like too lol anyways im outy i wrote way too much stuff hehehehe g-niters and b-bye and take care all my readers and all ya SGer's out there.....