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Why do I keep having really upsetting dreams about one of my ex-loved ones passing away?... This is the second nite in a few weeks...

And strangely, I keep having dreams that combine eat n park with the science center?

Help my brain meats please!!!

NtS

I just want to say that, I can't understand how Tattoo's are SOooo "In", that if people don't have them they're like... Oh, I got some coming. Like they NEED to get them to prove themselves? Or.. if they only have 1 or 2.. it's still like, OH There is WAY MORE where that came from? I mean not trying to build a fight against...
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Somewhere Like Orange Dots on Green Fabric

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As if my head were at the top of some mountains peak.
Wind rushing around me, whistling past my ears.
I can see a green valley below.
and how I long to be there.

There's a faint glimpse in the air of some traveler.
Soaring in the clutches of a dragon to greet me.
That same wind...
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Death is not the end.

But it is important to recognize the ending's in our life. I've been having a bleek time dealing with this reality lately. Mostly dealing with this reality of end has conflicted with my own desires to drive myself to continue my own life pursuits.. mostly because I've seen how quickly it can end.

I'm sure most of us get that...
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This comes via Spaz, READ CAREFULLY. THIS IS FUCKED UP. MY UNIVERSE IS IMPLODING, this is insult to injury especially after the death of Wanda this weekend, a regular of the upstage.

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james the manager of the upstage doesnt think people should know this because he believes that people will spread false rumors and stop coming to the upstage early.
i dont think people...
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Thank you so much everyone!!.. There's alot of us trying to get through this loss. The last 2 days I keep running into people that somehow knew her. She really was a rock star in so many ways. My sister told me yesterday that when they used to work together for, prescriptives (make up place).. that they shared lots of cool stuff. One time Jamie...
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There was a deer with two broken legs in front of my house today. I delayed calling the police because I knew the inevitable fate of the deer to come. The deer had two broken legs, and surprisingly ran off (dragging the back leg as well, which was more or less bone, it must have healed straight, it was really strange), the cop chased it...
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So still without a phone. Oh well.

I would like to know... can anyone offer up some kewl road trip ideas for this time of year.. I mean, it's cold now, and it's more or less winterish. And I'm tryin to plan a trip that involves me and a grrl who lives in Philadelphia. So most likely it'll remain in the north east-ish area of...
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My Phone Killed Itself last nite.

Lol.

Really, it did.

It was on vibrate (silent mode), and was on my nightstand.. well, someone or "something" (ooooo spooky) kept calling it late late last nite. And it vibrated itself right off the nitestand and split body from screen on the floor. So.. I sadly wont be getting anyones calls for probably a day or two!!

Don't...
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Alright.. long time coming.. so here we go!!
Vacation in Ocean City, NJ; Wildwood, NJ; & Atlantic City:
So, I went to Ocean City w/ my family this past July!
I road w/ my sister and her friend Katie. It was pretty fun in the sense of the different tastes in music between all of us. When we got to Ocean City we were staying...
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