Well I just changed my relationship status from single to open relationship. Not really sure how it happens but it seems I kinda have a girlfriend. I mean its pretty clearly nothing but convenience (old friends from high school with no other friends in the area) but its been pretty good. We had kinda a one night stand and it became a string of one night stands and there you have it. Not real sure how I feel about it and all. Sometimes she makes me feel less alone but often she just makes me feel lonelier b/c while I enjoy her company there is a spark that just isn't there and I don't know how to ignite one.