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Hmm its been a bit since I updated again. Just haven't had a whole lot to say really I suppose. I've been opening a lot at work recently and that just really takes it out of me. There is something about getting up that early that really shoots my productivity. Its like I never really wake up so I stumble through the whole day only half there and hoping that its enough that no one will notice. And well its the mall so realistically half there puts me ahead of most but by the end of the day I just want to get back in bed but I try and do stuff anyways and it doesn't work. I've been rooting through profiles to find something good to read. There is always this huge list of stuff I want to read but haven't had a chance to and I always forget what is on it so I often end up reading nothing. I did pick up Abarat by Clive Barker from the library since it was on Faye's list and am thoroughly enjoying. I really enjoyed the Books of Blood but keep getting sidetracked from reading his novels until now so thats good. I'm really enjoying it too. There is something I love about someone as twisted as Barker writing a kid's story. It just feels strangely right to me somehow. Growing up really is such an odd time. Its like all the horrors of the real world that were glossed over or hidden before are coming to light for the kid. Its like finding out ghosts or vampires or whatever haunt you prefer is in fact real. Well hopefully I'll have something real to post about soon. No idea what it might be but we'll wait and see.