Things are not what they seem. All my constants have become variables. I don't understand at all where I am in my life anymore. I feel like I've been in a state of flux for so long that I no longer even desire stability I just want a taste of it. I don't even feel like I can put my whole life in order anymore I just want to have any aspect of it come together so I can claim an anchor again. I have no idea where to start.
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