Friday Jan 16, 2004

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Hmm, had a nice dream about the ex, probably sparked by our phone conversation last night. I miss her so much, in my dream we were smooching. Sigh

Its a Siberian Snowstorm outside, I feel like im gettin ready to head for the north pole.

Its too early and cold for my skinny asian ass.

Espresso saves me on mornings like this. Yum
meemee:
i HATE SNOW!!! it suxsuxsux!!

Tuesday Jan 13, 2004

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stina:
Yeah its freezing..

Yeah.. my grandma took care of me and since i was her first grandchild we spent a lot of time together... I made up her name (nana-T) when I was little because she drinks tea all day.. Its jsut kinda wierd, to see such a strong woman in such a ... I mean... shes just in a position where she has so little freedom, and she doesnt have the energy left to continue to fight for it. Shes my motheres mother.. and one of the oldest intellegent women I know. Shes was an educated woman during a time when it wasnt very acceptable, and Ive drawn a lot of strength from knowing her. Shes also the only person who really supports my career choice (not counting my mom and sibblings).. I think its amazing that your grandmother loved your dreds.. and she was obviously right, you are a handsome boy smile
Im not really too sad.. Its just kinda shocking.. Ill be happy as long as I know she is living her life how she wants to...
xox
voltaire:
I thought your last journal was quoting zeromancer.... If you like music that is industrial synth sounding, you might like them especially after what you wrote for your last journal... the first three or four lines are almost identical to this song they do called "new day"......

Tuesday Jan 13, 2004

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Its a new dawn
Its a new day
Its a new life for me
Yeah
birds flying high, you know I feel
sun in the sky, you know how I feel
bees driftin on by, you know how I feel

Its a new dawn,
Its a new day
It a new life for me

and im feelin good!
vomitious:
*poke* biggrin
voltaire:
zeromancer?

Monday Jan 12, 2004

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Sigh.
*tear rolls down cheek*
I'll always love you....
meemee:
awwww.... whatz the matter??? shocked
meemee:
Well if you never stopped loving her....

hmmm....does she know this information???

that could help the situation wink

Monday Jan 12, 2004

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Oh my,what a sleepy boy I am these days. I did not make it to class today, its just too early and too cold.
My millionaire friend took me out to some super fancy restaurant on sat night. A place called Cube. It was soo chic, tiny little potions of food , but it looked great and tasted great too. I had filet mignon, I...
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meemee:
mmmmmmm coke biggrin

Thursday Jan 08, 2004

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I saw some beautiful ballet on the television. It was so graceful and lovely, so nice. I want to be a ballerina, oh what a life of glamour and whimsy!
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stina:
ha.. i gues it depends on the person you lost your V to... Personally i could set him on fire and it wouldnt be too extreme!
audio:
i knew a girl in cirque du soleil who was a contortionist (not really a ballerina)

the do lots of drugs and partying

oh the life of glamour whatever

Wednesday Jan 07, 2004

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Chilly winter days make me appreciate things like: wool socks, down comforters, green tea, candles, scarves, mittens and my warm bed. Im not the kinda kid who frolicks and plays in the snow, I I curl up in lots of blankets and occasionally peek out the window to see if winter is over yet.
*peeks out the window*
nope
hjerte:
I think I am the opposite. I love the cold. Not the frigid weather per se. I just love to crack my window and lay in the bed under my covers cuddling the warmth I can hold on to.

Wednesday Jan 07, 2004

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sigh.. I cant sleep, and i have my first class of the semester tomorrow. oh well ill just lay in bed fantasizing about you, yes YOU the one reading this journal!!! smile
meemee:
aw... you know what works wikkid when you can't sleep...

GRAVOL... just take two...

and in about an hour... you'll be in LA LA land wink

Monday Jan 05, 2004

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Ive been reflecting on the site today. I think its very strange that I get to see pics of my suicide friends nakked and they only see lame pics of me. I think its kinda unfair that there is a one sided nakkedness thing going on. Not to say anyone wants to see me naked, Im just saying in the spirit of fairness and equality...
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malloreigh:
morbidly adorable, i like that.
i'm excited for these naked photos! i had one up but deleted it. (well, it wasn't naked, but there was nipplage.)
audio:
i agree, although there are some people that are better left clothed...

i hope mr n2ocowboy had a good time out west where it is WARMER then this ickiness..

take care monsieur.. wink
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