n2ocowboy

Yeah its freezing..

Yeah.. my grandma took care of me and since i was her first grandchild we spent a lot of time together... I made up her name (nana-T) when I was little because she drinks tea all day.. Its jsut kinda wierd, to see such a strong woman in such a ... I mean... shes just in a position where she has so little freedom, and she doesnt have the energy left to continue to fight for it. Shes my motheres mother.. and one of the oldest intellegent women I know. Shes was an educated woman during a time when it wasnt very acceptable, and Ive drawn a lot of strength from knowing her. Shes also the only person who really supports my career choice (not counting my mom and sibblings).. I think its amazing that your grandmother loved your dreds.. and she was obviously right, you are a handsome boy
Im not really too sad.. Its just kinda shocking.. Ill be happy as long as I know she is living her life how she wants to...
xox

I thought your last journal was quoting zeromancer.... If you like music that is industrial synth sounding, you might like them especially after what you wrote for your last journal... the first three or four lines are almost identical to this song they do called "new day"......