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jesus. i have a feckin' migraine dammit cause stupid me decided to read a mag article on the EL and my delicate constitution obviously couldn't handle it cause in a mere three minutes i had an upset stomache then this. so now i is sufferin'...boy

this afternoon i got a parcel from the ex-bf (he is living very very very far away now, and no, he's not in the military) with the shirt i've been asking him to send for ages plus a xmas card and a photo (i wanted to see what his hair looked like cause he grew it out a bit).

and the damnedest thing happened because damn him for looking so sexy in his picture (he's trying to manipulate me, i know it) that i almost began to fall in love with him again....almost.

i wish he would hurry and come back so i can remind myself of all the reasons why we shouldn't be lovers. why we should just be friends.

but it's so easy to love from afar because you never see things for what they truly are.

so come back Y**** so i can be irritated by all the things that made me realise its not right to love you not right to love you not right to love you,

at least in that way

oh and i also passed by that restaurant on Clark street where Erin and Chris and I ate the day i left fer NZ and we found three- yes THree- pubic hairs in our food.

i resisted the urge to run in there and tell the patrons that they may get a little surprise in their appetizers if they're not careful.