I am going to blog more, I have gone through some phases in my "life" in RL and here on SG and I have decided that I want to make a conscious effort to blog maybe not just on SG but in general. I think it may at least be some type of cathartic exercise that I actually need to make time to do. I get busy, ridiculously busy and half the time it is on tedious things that at the end of the day don't matter in the scheme of things. In the scheme of life. My life rather. Neither does a blog really, ( matter that is) depending on whom you ask, but I have come to some epiphany that right now in my life "blogging" is a necessity. Okay that is probably over stating it's importance but at the moment I am at a loss for words.
When I first joined SG I BLOGGED CONSTANTLY about fucking everything, what I ate, what I bought, being horny. ( XD god now that was a time. ) After having to work nearly 18 hour days 7 days a week, dealing with people in a very hands on way in life I came to the conclusion that the majority of people really do not give a flying fuck about what is going on with other people, and especially if what is going on with them is "ordinary" "mundane" or "sad". Most people have a really hard time relating to other people who are "down" for various reasons. I have "met" more people who can express their commiseration through the internet. And perhaps so much negativity has made me bitter that I assume it is because we can hide behind a computer screen. So I took this new philosophy lets call it to my internet world where I really tried to filter out what most people wouldn't be interested in knowing.
I have experienced some of my best social experiences thanks to this website. Real world and cyber space. So, thank you SG staff. Thank you SG members. Thank you to whomever reads my quotes, especially to those who reflect on them, those who read my blogs, those of you who like my selfies (does anyone really enjoy my selfies that aren't semi-nude? ( I am not a selfie person personally - although there are some babes where I am like "WOMAN SEND ME SELFIES CONSTANTLY". ) To the people who read my blog and leave a comment I appreciate you more than you know. To the people who send me messages, and I don't respond I promise I'm not being a dick, but seriously it is those dumb things in life that I get ridiculously busy doing is consuming my soul.
For those of you who made it to this final line in this rambling from the bottom of my heart, I appreciate you. You're amazing. Keep being awesome.
With all my love,
xoxo
