This week is going to be wonderful! I really get to relax and get back to feeling like a normal human being this week and I'm stoked.I have alot of things I have wanted so badly to do and maybe now I can do them. My friend gave me her sewing machine and I'm dying to finally take it out of the box and learn... Read More
Thank you all so very much for your kind words of support! After some thinking and talking things over I'm hooing things will get better. All I can do right now is trust that they will make this better and won't allow this to continue anymore. Things are already different than the last time similar situations came up so I'm hoping that it won't happen... Read More
I've been abit depressed lately. I'm stuck in a place in my life that I don't want to be in and the only ways out of it are just as bad or worse. It shouldn't be that way nor should it have ever gotten to this point. I feel very lost and very secluded. I don't feel much like a human being these days and... Read More
I am sorry your in a tight spot just look around you and try and appreciate how much worse the situation could be.
I find when backed into a corner the strength i never thought i had resides inside the whole time
Life is about the challenges we face, if it were easy it would be dull. Something tells me you know what you need to do but are hesitant to take the next step. Just remember that there are people out here who will support you when you need them. Make the choice that you feel is the best and see how things go from there. We will be here for you no matter what choice you make. Hope this helps some.
I've been reading alot of the current events forum and I have to say the conversation is very refreshing. I don't always agree with some people but it is really nice to see people discuss different views on thing in a (for the most part) calm way. I can't say I've really met people with the same beliefs as most of the members so there... Read More
Everyone has their own ideas and personality. Which creates some interesting perspectives on life. Hope Florida is Beautiful! Headed to Miami in the end of May! Smile and have a great day
Everytime someone plays a song from Repo the genetic opera I can't stop listening to the soundtrack for days. I love that movie and I love the music from it even more. Sarah Brightman and Anthony Stewart Head were amazing. I would love to do a Repo inspired set one day based on either Blind Mag or Amber Sweet. Oh the fun I would have.... Read More
I am constantly bothered by Christianity lately. Let me explain. I grew up in church and Christian schools. All of them left a very bad taste in my mouth. I dislike the word Christian because to me it means hate and bigotry. I'm not saying all Christians are that way I have met several who are not.... Read More
I am Christian but not religious is my claim and a very good one. Religion has convoluted Christianity and made it seem like a pillar of hate instead of a platform of Love and acceptance ...these are the values i concentrate on...Who wants to be in a religion where everything you do according some man....NOT god mind you condemns you to Hell...When I rediscovered my faith it was after i had to take religion out of the equation
I was raised in a Christian environment and I totally believe that forcing Christianity on a child is not what Jesus intended and the quickest way to get them to renounce Christ ...I think god is so expansive that he can communicate with you on many levels...I don't need church to have peace or salvation...church is really just for fellowship, not to sit through a condemnation episode...I am very comfortable with my beliefs and really think if more people actually understood Christianity and not the bullshit people add to it..that it would be better off
It's been about a week and still not really sleeping.Between the time change, my allergies and now just plain being too overtired sleep has been rather elusive. When I do manage to "sleep" its in that weird half dream half awake state and it's always a dream were I am running around or something so I feel even more tired.
What to do what to do. I have the itch to cut my hair again but not sure if it is just an impulse or something I really want to do. I always to want to let it grow long but whenever I do get annoyed with it and want to chop it. Mainly because I'm a wash and go kind of girl most of... Read More
I love getting back in touch with old friends. Especially friends with skills! I finally was able to get back in touch with the friend who does my tats. His phone number changed and we both stopped using myspace so we lost contact. I'm stoked because this means I will be able to get the tattoo I want sooner rather than later.
- hope all is well, and i wish you luck with your projects!! 
