I've been abit depressed lately. I'm stuck in a place in my life that I don't want to be in and the only ways out of it are just as bad or worse. It shouldn't be that way nor should it have ever gotten to this point. I feel very lost and very secluded. I don't feel much like a human being these days and I can barely stand myself for how I feel. I realize that I need to be responsible but there is a big being difference between being responsible for what I need to deal with and being taken advantage of.