One of the pluses of maintaining a regular blog or journal (or both), is that it gives me a way to track my moods and make sure I don't stay in a funk for too long. Apparently I've been feeling at least a little sad for quite some time now. I'd say it's been going on since Dustin passed away. I'm out of the worst...
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ignominy:
Haha! I love your vagaene too.
God, I've been fighting a pitched battle with negativity. It's gonna fuckin' drive me insane. Negativity's my worst enemy. It's something I've battled since I was a child. It's the Beast. Yet it's that inner anger which drives me in good directions as well. Rage. Quiet rage. Where does it come from? What happened? Why am I always fighting with myself? Why can't I just...
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People always say that you should live every day as if it were your last. Fuck that. I'm gonna live like I got all the time in the world...
...because every moment is an eternity.
Peace,
msi.
...because every moment is an eternity.
Peace,
msi.
milieu:
methadone? cripes. at one of my old jobs, all of us scheduled for double shifts would go out and have a few drinks before clocking in for the evening. my current place of employment is fucking insane: my main cook is often drunk, coked up, or both and most of the girls on the floor with me are rarely ever sober, but neither are the majority of our customers so it kind of evens out.
lynzy:
I was just there Saturday night!
ignominy:
Oh Helen Back.... It's been too long.... Take it easy, girl, I'll see you soon. 
sureality:
I am so glad you enjoyed the new Alexsandria Shoot. Check out my journal for behind the scenes.