mysweetisrael

Got a case of the Mondays...

Started the day retching in the shower and consequently clogging the drain. Gross.

It's cool and rainy, which if I was in a better mood I'd be enjoying, but right now it's just contributing to the general malaise. My tummy feels horrible, and I hate it. I have this anxiety, too. It's adding to the stomach churning and giving me a tightness in the chest.

It really does upset and embarrass me that I have to show up to work tonight without my apron or name tag because I left them in somebody else's car. I feel irresponsible. I also fear that I didn't tip my server last night, which is really bad considering I was hanging out where I work. At least since it's somebody I know I can make things right next time I see her. I'm sure she thinks the whole thing's funny, but I'm ashamed.

I'll probably spend the afternoon moping and feeling sorry for myself and fearing my arrival at work tonight. But soon it'll all be over and I'll be back home. After tonight I have the next two days off. Sweet.

I need a vacation but I can't afford one right now. That sucks.

Peace,
msi.