"Wait! There's been a slaughter here!"
In a moment or two I'll be sitting on the beach and absorbing the energy of the sun. I relish the heat it beats into my naked back and head and chest, the way it sinks into my biceps and sears my forearms. It just feels good. Makes me horny.
Sometimes the world is too much with me. I get locked into my own little world of self-absorption and that world becomes my only world, and it's cold and lonely there. And I don't want to be lonely anymore, so I can't be so self-absorbed. I have to branch out.
But I've been locked inside myself for so long it's difficult to get out. I know I'm doing it but it can be an agonizing process. Making yourself do things you don't want to do is tiring and energizing at the same time. The hard part is figuring out which things to make yourself do and which ones you should be content to leave alone. In other words, "How should I live my life? What should I be doing with my time? How shall I behave? What's good for me?"
Get thee out to the sun and burn! That's what the "mad ones" do, right? Burn, burn, burn...
I wish I didn't question everything. It helps me in a lot of ways, but it also weighs me down. I think it's why I can be overly restrained. I suppress too much because of all my questioning. I need to just let go.
Peace,
msi.
In a moment or two I'll be sitting on the beach and absorbing the energy of the sun. I relish the heat it beats into my naked back and head and chest, the way it sinks into my biceps and sears my forearms. It just feels good. Makes me horny.
Sometimes the world is too much with me. I get locked into my own little world of self-absorption and that world becomes my only world, and it's cold and lonely there. And I don't want to be lonely anymore, so I can't be so self-absorbed. I have to branch out.
But I've been locked inside myself for so long it's difficult to get out. I know I'm doing it but it can be an agonizing process. Making yourself do things you don't want to do is tiring and energizing at the same time. The hard part is figuring out which things to make yourself do and which ones you should be content to leave alone. In other words, "How should I live my life? What should I be doing with my time? How shall I behave? What's good for me?"
Get thee out to the sun and burn! That's what the "mad ones" do, right? Burn, burn, burn...
I wish I didn't question everything. It helps me in a lot of ways, but it also weighs me down. I think it's why I can be overly restrained. I suppress too much because of all my questioning. I need to just let go.
Peace,
msi.