mysterymantra

as the snowflakes fall and my computer fails me, I sit here reloading programs of no particular value, except maybe to my clients. adobe crashed for the 3rd time and I finally got it to become a "reader." Yeah. This is a busy time for me and my patience is failing me. I am not complaining, although the bulk of my work is seasonal, and the remainder of the year I search for small projects to keep me busy, I don't mind working four hours a day. That is all I am suited for anyway, but don't tell anyone.

I am leaving for NJ in a couple of days or weeks, I am not quite sure. My ex abandon my son at the courthouse last friday. This leaves me the prospect of becoming a father and mentor again. I guess then I will be glad I have the freedom to manage his life and mine. He is a troubled child but certainly not hopeless. I pray I have the fortitude to manage both our lives.

I guess I may be lacking some focus in my life now. Women are hard for me to relate to. I try, but I haven't been romantically attuned in quite awhile. Is there hope for me???