myrtle1

Today I took a bath, a long beautiful bath. I discovered my body in the bathtub, every soft little inch of it, the weight of each bone, the curve of each limb wrapped up in the heat of the scalding water, that I allowed to melt the skin off my toes. It was amazing, nothing cleans the brain like burning the body, and touching the flowers of your own body. I'm sad, I'm very sad. This is making me sadder, because as good as it is to discover the body it's sad to find out that it's rotting away.
I'm depressing, let's talk about nice things.
I went to a bonfire in the woods, we got naked, I made out with a cute girl, completely naked and standing by a fire. You think I'm lying but it's the truth.
Something sad now, but not that sad: My damned pubic hair won't grow, it's depressing. Maybe it's because I was quite the little waxer. It's been almost 2 weeks, and it's probably not even half a centimeter, and there are places where it refuses to grow in at all, it's just ridiculous , so I just shaved it today and decided to start with a clean slate, grrr. But my armpits look sooooo cute, that's happy!
I painted my face like a zombie and took pictures, I'll post them TUESDAY. Because it's HALLOWEENNNNN!!!!!!
Ar ar ar.